Sweet bliss
Sweet wish
A great place, to fall into nothingness.

A break from reality.
A hole in the clock.
Time's stopped,
But I'm not.

I sit here, waiting.

Hoping.

That one day I will be seen.

That I will be heard.

That I will matter in the eyes of someone, who will love me,

For me, but you know what?

Forget it.

Forget it all!


Why bother with things like that!

Why care!

Who would!

No one!

Not like that...

I'm too cold.

Too broken.

Too dead.

Too overshadowed, by everything and everyone.

Pulled into darkness, a faint flicker of a light-

That will never burn brighter, or will but will do so

Alone.

No one is home.

I've shut the door.

I don't want to anymore.

No more trying.

No more caring.

For that.

I shall not say never.

Forever that does not work.

I'm tired of being hurt.

Feeling such emotions or thoughts

Of hope,

Hope to share a dream.

Hope to find what is missing.

But I don't need that...

I don't need it!

I'll live without it, so tired of this.

My mother says

"Wait"

But I have and I continue to do so.

I don't want to wait.

I don't want to be-

Standing here, waiting and waiting

And waiting!

For you to come home...

I don't want to, not anymore....

It hurts too much.

I rather be dead to such feelings...

Numbed.

Forget.

Die.